>From:
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>Subject: look at the time...
>Date: Sun, 23 Nov 2003 01:46:31 -0500
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>Well let me be the first to say
>HAPPY 6 MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!!!!
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>So yups its been 6 months since we first started holding hands and popped kissed before I went off to lunch...ahhhh (sigh of content, not scream of pain...lol) Also its been 3 years and 4 months since you first laid eyes on me and decided "That man is mine!!" Oh wait...you were in 8th grade so you probably said..."Damn he fine...I wunda when I can tap tat ass!!" Then you went through a hard and rough time of saving yourself for the right man. When you were convinved that, the right man was me. At the time you were known as the attractive quiet smart girl in the back of class. Someone who knew all the answers and would help at a moments notice. Little did I know that if I even looked at you, it would send shudders down your back.
>     Next is the summer of ninth grade. You still had a little of your rapperish attitude in you. Still typing in "wut r u talkin bout?" instead of typing in plain english. It was around that time that you and your friend got into a little fight...and to blackmail you (little did she know she actually helped you....irony dont ya love it??) she imed me and said hi.
>     At first I didnt know who you were and why you were iming me...of all people....(I didnt and still dont have many friends as you do...so it felt a little weird) all I  knew was that you were interrupting a game of Neverwinter Nights. You had almost crashed my computer and gave my game a bug but!! there you were. With a simple Hi.
>     From that point on we talked and got to know each other. I learned that your name wasnt actually Moo like I origanilly called you but Rebecca, and you learned....well not much because you already knew everything about me. Enter 9th grade year. Were friends, but we dont really see each other. Then all of a sudden...like the parting of the red sea... you appear before me during the switch to second period. It was a breif visit and for you it probably wasnt enough but for me it was a passing glance. But at the same time it made me feel better that someone seemed to go out of their way to see me...at that moment I didnt know it but I was falling in love.
>     I didnt know it at the time because it was blocked with the veil of friendship and you still being the girl that I normally dont look at attractivally. So the time passes...I go out with my first girlfriend and then another and another. You are still waiting for me to say "Rebecca with out you my life would be empty" but a simple Thank you would have been enough for you. And then you started to be flirtatious with men...because its the natural thing to do...and you were tempted to get over me and go for other men such as jeffery, frank, or the infamous lupe. But NO you were determined. Through all that you had sacrificed and given up just for a moment with me...you knew it would payoff one day.
>     At this moment we were becoming good friends. We helped each other out on projects and with our relationship problems. You helped me get over girls that werent right for me and I would help you learn how to get that mysterious man you wanted oh so much. Little did I know that it was me....
>     And on it went....through the winter and then into second semster....then we had classes or just a class together...but for you it was probably good enough. And then that fateful night April 24. When I asked if you thought I was hott or not. And you revealed that you thought I was the hottest man on earth. Thats where it started. From you!! I was starting to like you by how you really acted and you are very beautiful but I never knew how you felt about me...then all of a sudden it was there. Next thing I know  i get a 3 page note from you telling me EVERYTHING...about the 2 years of wanting me and all the talks weve had about that mysterious man and it actually being me, and how frank almost got you but I stepped in and brought you back to the "Dark side". Also how you felt about me and how you thought that I might just possibly like you back. And I wrote back dont worry...I like you too and give me a bit and we will go out. I wish I could have seen your face when you read that note because when I got a note back I could feel the sense of extreme happiness and care coming from your words.
>     And from there our love has blossumed from a 3 month period of barely seeing each other (the summer) to another 3 month period of seeing each other so much we got too used to it (band) to now. Where are now. Two people extremly in love...who knows what will happen but as long as were together it will be all right. Just hang on tight and we will get through it.
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>Rebecca, I love you.
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>This is for you.....
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>I love how your eyes close
>Whenever you kiss me
>And when Im away from you...
>I love how you miss me
>I love the way you always treat me tenderly
>But darling most of all...
>I love how you love me
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>I love how your heart beats
>Whenever I hold you
>I love how you think of me...
>Without being told too
>I love the way your touch is always heavenly
>But darling most of all...
>I love how you love me
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>I love how your eyes close
>Whenever you kiss me
>And when Im away from you...
>I love how you miss me
>I love the way your touch is always heavenly
>But darling most of all...
>I love how you love me......
>
>Goodnight lovely and sweet dreams
>::kiss on the hand::
>I love you forever
>:-*
>:-X

Yup thats it! well ima go now, ttyl bye 1 muahz "peace, luv, and chocolate!"

  Wow! I haven't updated in as long A$$ time . . . well HELLOOOO ALL . . . um hmmm where to start  . . . the only reason why I am updating this thing is cuz I know I have some die-hard fans out there, just sitting on the edge of der seats waiting for my words to embrace them . . ."ok let me stop" . . . the real reason is cuz, well i am bored and have nothing else to do. I mean I can't even do chores, cuz i was a good grl and did em . . . even though it was so I could go to a sectional meeting . . . well newho, they canceled it! so i was in the house all day, thinking about my other half "love of my life" . . . gosh I use to dream bout him (still do) and that would satisfy me . . but not nemore  . .. I want to b in the same bed with him . . . with his arms around me, and us sleeping together  . . . "Catie if u happen to read this, cuz I really don't know for sure who reads my weblogs nemore since i am so (popular) hah jk but yeah stop thinking pervertedly if thats even a word" . . . I mean total innocence . . So yeah that'll b the day  . . . so yeah that was basically my day  . . . HAHAH I am such a loser .. . the only life I have is when I am with him . . . he brings me to life . . . speaking of bring me to life . . . thats a good song  . . . ok let me stop I am just rambling on and on . . . o yeah! my house got vandalized . . . and police came and took pics and everything . . . what stupid fags . . . the vandalizers that is . . . I mean it was ketchup and mustard and permanant marker . . . o and this orange stuff w/ onions or something, it looked like throwup, even though it wasnt . . . so yeah interesting 0:).. .hmm band is gr8 . . . well marching i mean  . . .::cough cough::: so yeah the football team sux but the band makes upp for it . . . well thats my point of view . . . n we got our new uniforms and yeah . . . Well i need to read my book . . . O AND IT WAS MY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY ON THE 23RD WITH MY LOVE . . . GO US!!! . . . so yeah we are always gonna b together i know it . . .well I love you tremmensly Alexander!! (hehe we invented the word tremmensly yall . . . its a combination of tremmendously and immensely, but it still doesnt define how much i love him . .. . i love him wayyyy more) well yes okie dokie must go . . . buh-bye! 1 muahz "peace, luv, and chocolate"

Hellooo . . .Well I had a somewhat of an ok day . . . so much has happened since the 22nd, lol . . . so srry but I don't remember what happened . . . I went to band camp, and it was fun, I like marching the best . . . and thanks to my sweety and his friends, they've given me confidence, so despite what my parents say, I am not gonna back down and be classified as a
"quiter"  . . . I am gonna go on . . . and when I make it on TV and they are interviewing me I am gonna say "I wanna thank the love of my life Alexander, and my friends Matthew (srry I like your name) and Felipe and whoever else had faith in me  . . ." hehe . . .

well ya, today I didnt get a chance to say much to my love b/c my mom had to use the phone  . . . A LOT . . . so than I went to my bestest friends house, Valeryn . . . I am sooooo happy she is back, I mean b/c of her gone i gained 11 lbs!!! lol (I claim walking to her house everyday is exercise) hehe so yeah . . . we talked for hours bout her vacation and things I did while she was gone . . . and than she told me to try on some jeans she got in Colombia . . .THEY WERE SO CUTE!!   . . . . and very VERY low . . . ne lower and they would reveal something that shouldnt be revealed but yeah they were hot . . . on me . . lol jk I am not that conceited, actually i am not conceited at all lol . . . but I must admit they fit me REALLY well . .  yeah so after that I turned into a kid and jumped up and down to ask if I could go on her trampoline . . .. IT WAS SOOOO FUN . . . I think I will go far in my juggy career . . . . . . but yeah and than I chatted a bit on her pc cause she was on the phone . . . she gave me a gift, from Colombia . . . and we said our goodbyes  and I was off to my house  . . .

Then I ate dinner, and well now is now .  . . and I am waiting "patiently" for Alex's friends to give him back to me . . . they've taken him hostage . .. . COME BACK TO ME . . . I miss you . . . well I am gonna stop typing now b/c . . . well b/c I dont really have nething else ta say . . . srry . . . Well buh-bye 4 now!! "peace,luv, and chocolate"